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wFriday, February 01, 2002

I just wish things were simpler. Is it too naive of me to expect people to care for me in return for caring for them?

I don't even know what I want from Brandon, I guess that's what makes it so frustrating. Maybe it's better if I keep my distance from him for now. He doesn't seem to want to open up to me, and I'm in no position to pry him open. I'm sure his words are just that...words... They mean nothing if he's not willing to back them up. And he hasn't backed anything up. No, I won't expect anything from him...

posted by Angel at 7:22 PM

wSunday, January 27, 2002

Gawd, why won't the hurting stop?

posted by Angel at 7:28 PM


There's good news and bad news...

Let's start with the good, it turns out that Alex was just sick and 'busy' and that he's not ignoring me....

The bad news? He doesn't love me...or at least he won't let himself love me...It's heart breaking...

posted by Angel at 2:08 PM

wSaturday, January 26, 2002

I haven't seen Alex in a week. Well 6 days to be precise. I guess that's why I started this whole thing. Well, that's not true, Mike's blog really helped too.

But back to Alex, it's not the first time he's left me like this... well it's the first time where I don't know why he did it. He's the reason I broke up with Alan. I haven't told Alan that, I don't plan to either. I figure it's just a lot more baggage that I don't have to put on him. But I can't help thinking that if Alex had never come back, would I still be with Alan?

All I know is that I'm feeling so lonely right now....

posted by Angel at 9:41 AM

wFriday, January 25, 2002

I swore I would never set foot in one of these, but here I am writting about my life... Naturally no one will read it but I guess it's always nice to vent one's frustrations even if it's to nothing.

posted by Angel at 3:03 PM